This is a story of my first ever person who stabbed my heart. She was like the devil's pie. She was the first person who told me that I love you and I hate you. This relationship is very unique and unrealistic. I wonder what kind of person want to build up the relationship through letters. Yes, this is the relationship through letters from South Korea to the United States. I sent to letters with a curiosity at the first time but somehow emotion connected via mail. I met her less than 10 times in 10 years. All of my friends said this relationship is ridiculous and they told I am foolish. However, I had a faith in her. I still don't know how to explain this faith was. She killed this faith cruelly. Not one time, but three times! I don't know why but man cannot easily forget the first love. I still can't forget about her but I finally starting to forget about her. I think time can heal everything is right. Even though she might think that she already finished the line between her and me, but I am not finished yet. The reason is she still surrounds within my life.
